Now I can let go of it. I crank up Michele Jackson's old time rock&roll as loud as it can on my way home. Just yelling along to let my mind speak for itself. That always bring back the old memory of me with Henry when we were before grown up. The fact that he spend half month salary to buy one concert ticket still amuse me. Still remember that he came back and told us how glory of Michele's performance. Seeing the scene of the good old day in my mind and knowing that we are going to see each other soon make me want to jump, want to dance and want to yell loud. Even Janet warn me do not get exited when I am driving. Yes, I need to slow up and calm myself down while I am driving. I do not want to have anything happen to change my trip.